你不是真正的快乐 - 五月天

p/s : The song really meaningful.....I really love the lyrics.....


你不是真正的快乐 - 五月天
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人群中哭着 你只想变成透明的颜色
你再也不会梦或痛或心动了
你已经决定了 你已经决定了

你静静忍着 紧紧把昨天在拳心握着
而回忆越是甜就是越伤人
越是在手心留下密密麻麻深深浅浅的刀割

你不是真正的快乐
你的笑只是你穿的保护色
你决定不恨了 也决定不爱了
把你的灵魂关在永远锁上的躯壳

这世界笑了 于是你合群的一起笑了
当生存是规则 不是你的选择
于是你含着眼泪飘飘荡荡跌跌撞撞地走着

你不是真正的快乐
你的笑只是你穿的保护色
你决定不恨了 也决定不爱了
把你的灵魂关在永远锁上的躯壳

你不是真正的快乐
你的伤从不肯完全的愈合
我站在你左侧 却像隔着银河
难道就真的抱着遗憾一直到老了 然后才后悔着

你不是真正的快乐
你的笑只是你穿的保护色
你决定不恨了 也决定不爱了
把你的灵魂关在永远锁上的躯壳

你不是真正的快乐
你的伤从不肯完全的愈合
我站在你左侧 却像隔着银河
难道就真的抱着遗憾一直到老了

你值得真正的快乐
你应该脱下你穿的保护色
为什么失去了 还要被惩罚呢
能不能就让悲伤全部结束在此刻
重新开始活着

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At 1st, i heard this song, i just know the word " You're are not really happy" as my Mandarin is just "1/2 tong water". But after listening it for few times, i slowly understand it little bit . And it is really make me think "That's me"..in the past. A song that really sang out my feeling that time. After many many sudden things happen during my 21th birthday, i was deeply hurt by love with betray and fulls of sadness. I always fake a smile and tell the whole world that im ok but actually im really sad. No one understand my feeling that time. I "locked" myself for few years with alcohols. I saw all my beloved friends beside me feel unhappy for what i done to myself which totally i lost my ownself.

I reliased that no matter how sad im, the world is still moving. I have to continue with my life. With all the supports from my friends and not to say my bf and i begin to stand and to build the new me. I begin to open my heart to the world. All those yrs, i been too stubborn where i really forget that actually i know what actually really make me happy...which is get to know more friends. Things has passed and i cant hold it anymore. I only can hold what i have in the present. I know the past and the hurt will always stay & follow wherever i goes, and the only thing for me to let go it is to stay more happy than anyone in this world and do what i think im happy for it.

Im not a good advisor, but just wanna say some word to a friend. You actually know what actually will make yourself more happy than staying in the past which u cant never hold it anymore. The only we can do is to hold the present and build the future. Build the new you and all the good things will slowly flows into your life. Stay happy. There always many ppl to support you and not to say, the 1st will be me....let's the God guide us to where we really belong too....